And so it begins...

Hey! Alright so this is entry numero uno! It's my last day here in Maryland visiting family and what, and let me say, it's been amazing! The longing and missing I've had so burried deep in my soul sense i was seven years old (when I moved away) has been overflowing out of me. It's so hard to handel and I'm seriously on the verge of breaking down. I remember my life here when I used to live here and it's more like a faint dream I used to have a lot, rather than memories from the past. It's been SO long sense I have truely been here, and it feels like I came back home. When I visited a few years back, it wasn't coming back home for a week, it was coming to visit family for a week. This time, it's me coming back home, and it feels wonderful. I almost don't want to leave. So anywho..

Tomorrow I fly out to New York to begin my semester with Metro! I'm so excited! I can't even explain it! I have been waiting, anticipating this for so long! :) I will try to come on here every night to tell about my day, I'm sure sometimes the post will be really long, others maybe really short, and others somewhere in between. One thing i can garruntee, is that I will poor my  heart into these posts, almost like they will be my diary. So try to remember what I write, is how I feel in that moment. So one post I may sound real angry, one maybe real sad, the next one probably real happy, just know that that's how I felt as I was writing it.

Also! Know I am the worlds most terrible speller. So feel free to correct me :)